Here I am.. again due to a coincidence.. now I am trapped in coincidences. l don’t know why … but it always happens this way.
Through my search for a defined feature about WordPress, i found my self here, In my single and abandoned blog. As always it managed to be, the road is the only thing which is leading me so far, I don’t lead my way yet.
Anyways, I think it is OK, the coincidence which leads you to the forgotten parts of yourself should be good ones, i think this is the memory of our beloved things which keep remembering us in its existence.
I should be faithful to the Title Spirit. Language paradox, that makes me wonder why am I using another language to express myself? why I can’t do this with my own? we have THOUSANDS of expressions and phrases, do I vulnerable towards my language this way
Sure, in any other tongue, I wouldn’t have the vocabularies I have on my own, the paradox implemented in the ability to use them, why I can’t use them? what is the secret hidden?
Regarding the analytical person who l am…i blame many things, one of them the ability to tell things I have experienced in my language, things I have suffered before and I thought they have gone, but obviously, bad things are the most things which dragging deep in our souls, even when we feel safe, our eyes and souls remain attached to that parts of our lives, that parts which we can’t tell to our selves in our languages, so We resort to metaphors in another language, maybe we can make The weight of feeling more bearable.
Now, I am an always self-developing person, but if you want to ask me whether I am satisfied or not, the answer will be a big deal of illusion, that is not attributed to a behavior in which a person seeks attraction and other’s interest, NO, that is because I still have the feeling that I am living the PRE-MYSELF stage, there are many pending issues, the most featured of them is answering the question: do I see my reflection when I have a look on a mirror?